Thursday, August 21, 2008

there is no beautiful garbage, they cleared it up already

i feel like i need a cigar.


i don't think the comforting part about a cigarette. is that it simply calms you down. because of the nicotine and stuff. (proven that i actually makes you more nervous in the long run. XP but like people can believe that.)
i really think.
that it's the act of smoke.
filling your lungs.
ya.
it's s***.
and it's gross.

but when you feel like you can't breathe.
or like. you've gone through something like something that scared you
or shook up your nerves.
even a non-smoker will light one up.

my point is.
its the feeling of tangible substance filling your lungs.
because. when you feel like you can't breathe.
the air seems really invisible.or even when it's like. hot out.
you can't feel the air fill your lungs.
so it's comforting to know that there's something there.
and it's actually doing something.

and that your going to be okay.




(from another post i read. it was beautiful. but it's true. after you cough. or inhale smoke :S, the air. it tastes sweet. and beautiful.)





i don't smoke.
i don't plan on it any time soon.
i don't like this feeling.

i feel better now though.

wanna go to the movies or link arms as we skip down the sidewalk anyone?

no?

... ya. i thought as much.



2 comments:

Anonymous said...

:O
footnotes like ian
and,
i,
i'll do anything
with you on the sidewalk
if you're
up for it.

MOUSE(trap) said...

:) i'm always up for it love.