Sunday, November 23, 2008

I'll fake it through the day, with some help from johnny walker red

I don't really remember what happened in the begining.
excpet how we just fell in love.
we were friends for a little while. not too long. but long enough.
and it was wonderful.

one day.

well. he and his best friend are a little different.
here we are richer.
money rich.

his best friend has very wealthy parents.
"sophisticated".

but the boys like to play in the dirt.

he. his family. is upper middle class.
but it seems like they are poor.

but we are all. more moneyrich than we are now.


his best friend had just gone away. far away.
it is my belief. that his parents forced him into some college.
or something of the sort.
far away.


he told me of how he first met his best friend.
how they wen't camping on the sandy beach in a tent.
think Miami or something.
and how they were so close.
and one day.  they saw this dog in the store window barking.
they went to a pet store, and saw some strays that were caught.
they were on pedestals. Trying to make the sad beasts look glamorous.  anyways. they saw this black cat that looked familiar.
and they looked at it, and asked where it came from. she said Ontario. so no. it couldn't be theirs. and they picked it up. and there was a different sorta white patch on it's chest.
ha. his best friend made a joke
of how "naw, it hasn't got it's pussy removed"

because. backwards, like another whole story, it was like a school.
and this girl. applied this cat. which was then a boy. to get neutered. and put his name down instead of hers.

back to story.

they also found a dog. which they took. it must have run away quite recently. they knew it. part of one of their families. part of their family.

i don't know where they put the dog.

but they are back at the tent.
and they are talking.
of how they could go around
just rescuing strays.
and they'd be like heroes.
they'd be heroes.

we are on steam. sort of like msn.

and he tells me of how him and his dad went on this camping trip.
the same like his best friend and him did.
same tent.
same spot.



he tells me..
"My ex came there while me and my dad were camping."

I respond, "oh yeah?"

and i think he talked. about how it was nice seeing her.
there's a flash to them talking. and then of them in their relationship
arguing and yelling.
but then calm.

he tells me.
"I think I want to marry her."

i'm sort of shocked.
but i take it well so far.

and he says sort of quickly
"This doesn't mean I never fell for you. And that I don't still care about you"   or something along that line.

and he says
"but I'm going to be away for awhile.. to think about this."

I think I start to get scared at this point.
it starts to hit me.

he continues
"don't save a message on the forums."

I tell him
"but then how will you know how I feel?"

"Greykiller is watching YouTube"



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