when you're living in a dreamworld.

we went to go get some food.
i assume this guy, that girl, him, and her were all there
but there was kaitlin :S
and then cashew and turtle shell.
(cashew is an old friend. whom i don't really talk to often anymore.
XP turtle shell. is a friend of hers. i don't know how close.
but i don't really like her particularly much.)
and of course Grey Matter.

so we wanted some food, so we went to dairy queen.
it was in a weird location though.
so we go to sit down. and the first set of people (whom i didn't ACTUALLY see)
go sit down. and kaitlin sits down at a table next to them. and GM
i think is across from her. or a table down and across. and then on the next
table. it's pretty long. could sit like 6 people
and cashew and turtle shell are relaxing with their feet on the seat.
for some reason i go to sit down at the very end. sorta near cashew against the wall.
and she moves her feet and i say "i can sit somewhere else if you want to put your
feet up?"and she smiles and puts her feet up on the other direction.

and we went to order (surprisingly small line though)
and kaitlyn was ahead of me. a dn she ordered some tariaki thing :P
without sauce with CINNAMON XP so i helped the guy look for cinnamon.
and there was a bit left. but we told her there was none. because he needed it.
and she pouted then turned to her cherry self and sat down.

(i was apparantly going to start work there, at the now "subway." the monitors
for ordering were exactly like mcDonalds except bigger. and kaitlyn ordered
from a kfc menu :S which magically appeared.)
i ordered a poutine and sat down.
(a DAIRY QUEEN item XP)
i was kind of sad. and felt left out.
well..
not even left out. more like.
i didn't belong.

i saw bberdie accross the highway (cuz in my dream it was by a highway)
(he looked exactly how i last saw him in the distance, because apparantly
i just got back like, the day before, and i only spent one day in "over the hill".)

so i was like "heyy! That's berdie!!" and i was happy. because i thought
maybe i would feel better after seeing him. because if i didn't
feel like i belonged there. then maybe i would feel more comfortable and like
i belong hanging with berd. even just for a few minutes. jsut to be reassured.

so i got up and said "hey, i'm gonna go out and say hi to berdie, :), i'll be
back in a few minutes" and grey was the only one that looked like he cared
and was like, "okay -insert nervous/concerned/perfect/iloveyou smile-"

so i ran out, because they were walking, and i had to run accross the highway.
and then XP they went up it. and then crossed at a different part...
i'll show you what it looked like.



^
^
| | |(towards the hill)|
| |
| | | (where i saw berd)
| \____.________
| | _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
| _____________
| | | | restaurant |
| | |_._________|






and so. i ran upwards. and i could hear danroth's voice. and Beaver was there :S
i saw him.
and i assumed then. that they could be high when i meet them.
but i kept running up the highway. and they were accross it in the trees.
but i could hear them.
and it got really steep.
and at the end. i couldnt reach the peak. like i JUST slid right before it.
but. so i sat down. right by there. and i didn't mean to. but i pivoted.
and XP i ended up sitting right on top of the peak.
and i had to get down now. they were heading back.
and as i got down. it was steep both ways behind me.
sorta like a corner of hill around me.
and i hung onto the grass to keep from falling.
:S and i see like. my desk. and my belongings from that square of my room. just sitting there. bye the highway.
at the base of the slope, right beside me.

anyways, i head back. and when we're almost into view of "dairy queen" there are some fences.
and they're back on my side of the road. and Berd's jumping fencess XP and getting over them... but well.
looking pretty dumb. and like he doesn't have alot of motor skills. but is trying to look cool..

so i whistle and call his name to get his attention.
(he's blonde now... XP and he's not wearing a hat. or a shirt :S
he's all sweaty. and . so you know. it wasn't attractive :S it was
kinda gross... just because. he looked really grubby.. i think it was his
eyes.. from being high.)

i was sorta disappointed. because he was high. but he was berd.
and he smiled and laughed. and i did still feel better than the gloom
of the restaurant.

XPP

so we walked into view of the restaurant. and so i reluctantly hugged him XPP
cuz he was sweaty. and smelled bad. because he was high.
and so i went back to the restaurant. and i took longer than i thought.
because i had to chase him. like a dog :S. it was kinda pathetic.
but i still did it.
and so. i get back. and then.
i wake up.
i suppose that they were all done eating.
i suppose that my poutine was sitting cold. on the corner i sat.
and i suppose they stared when i walked in.
and were ready to leave.
i would want to stay though
if they left.
i would want them to leave.
and stay.
i would hope that Grey would stay.
or even that berd would come in.
but. i wouldn't want Grey to stay. for only the fact.
that he wouldn't enjoy himself.
and that i'd be forcing him into my anti-social habits :P

that was a weird dream. :S
and I WAS EXPECTED to work at a dairyqueen/subway/KFC???!! INSANE.
AND THERE WERE POPCORN TOPPINGS IN THAT CUPBOARD WITH THE CINNAMON! XP

everything looks perfect from far away