i went to the halloween concert tonight.
to support grey and pete ye kno.
XP but i got there late.
like. five minutes.
it was PACKED.
i see them right by the door :P
but they have to leave right away.
anyways, XP well..>> it was okay.
my feet were KILLING me.
i had to stand. the entire time.
but later, this chick was playing the piano.
i thought she was pretty good.
ahem. cept for one part.
but i saw grey and pete come in.
and i turned and smiled.
but i was gonna wait till after this one song
till i went and said hello and stood by them.
-COUGH-
the song ends. i turn,
and they start walking.
AHEM.
they walk right by me.
>:'
THANKs.
no tap to say hi.
BLEHHH
didn't even SEE me. i was RIGHT
beside them as they walked by XP
and i was about to say HELLO
but they KEPT WALKING.
to their seats.
THEIR SEATS.
so i sent grey a text.
says "pshh, you guys get seats XP"
i get no reply of course.
i think he didn't bring his cell.
or something.
i've sent him likek five texts.
anyways. i'm okay.
but my feet are really hurting.
i can't stand .. well. STANDING that long.
in just one spot.
so i go to sit outside.
:S there's annoying kids in the halls.
running around being loud.
and i find an empty bench by the band room.
it was kinda lonely.
surrounded by people,
but they can't even see you.
a couple people i knew didn't even see me XP
this chick from my socials did though :P
like, WHAT?? HER OF ALL PEOPLE??
:P it was funny... not really.
she commented on my hair.
--it was intermission when i got back :P
i was like WHAT'S GOING ON??--
her and her friend left really quick.
XP i think alot of people just left.
i think grey did.
i didn't even SEE HIM LEAVE :S
i was looking for him too.
his cousin came up to me
AND HE RECOGNIZED ME :P LOL
and grey's DAD came up XP
flashing the camera..>>
i kinda had a headache..
his mom even talked to me XP
she said, grey left with his cousin,
and her and his dad were leavin :P
XP i went back out.
kinda. sneakily checked the band room.
i saw pete.
and aMAN.
XP she was coming out the door.
:P why am i invisible? lol XD
everyones' busy.
it's their night.
i really wanted to see the jazz band.
but i was cold.
and alone.
everyone was leaving i think.
but there were no seats.
i could't STAND anymore :S
i think.
what if i stayed.
uhh. i just got a text from grey.
:S he says, ya see you here.
XP fuck my life.
to support grey and pete ye kno.
XP but i got there late.
like. five minutes.
it was PACKED.
i see them right by the door :P
but they have to leave right away.
anyways, XP well..>> it was okay.
my feet were KILLING me.
i had to stand. the entire time.
but later, this chick was playing the piano.
i thought she was pretty good.
ahem. cept for one part.
but i saw grey and pete come in.
and i turned and smiled.
but i was gonna wait till after this one song
till i went and said hello and stood by them.
-COUGH-
the song ends. i turn,
and they start walking.
AHEM.
they walk right by me.
>:'
THANKs.
no tap to say hi.
BLEHHH
didn't even SEE me. i was RIGHT
beside them as they walked by XP
and i was about to say HELLO
but they KEPT WALKING.
to their seats.
THEIR SEATS.
so i sent grey a text.
says "pshh, you guys get seats XP"
i get no reply of course.
i think he didn't bring his cell.
or something.
i've sent him likek five texts.
anyways. i'm okay.
but my feet are really hurting.
i can't stand .. well. STANDING that long.
in just one spot.
so i go to sit outside.
:S there's annoying kids in the halls.
running around being loud.
and i find an empty bench by the band room.
it was kinda lonely.
surrounded by people,
but they can't even see you.
a couple people i knew didn't even see me XP
this chick from my socials did though :P
like, WHAT?? HER OF ALL PEOPLE??
:P it was funny... not really.
she commented on my hair.
--it was intermission when i got back :P
i was like WHAT'S GOING ON??--
her and her friend left really quick.
XP i think alot of people just left.
i think grey did.
i didn't even SEE HIM LEAVE :S
i was looking for him too.
his cousin came up to me
AND HE RECOGNIZED ME :P LOL
and grey's DAD came up XP
flashing the camera..>>
i kinda had a headache..
his mom even talked to me XP
she said, grey left with his cousin,
and her and his dad were leavin :P
XP i went back out.
kinda. sneakily checked the band room.
i saw pete.
and aMAN.
XP she was coming out the door.
:P why am i invisible? lol XD
everyones' busy.
it's their night.
i really wanted to see the jazz band.
but i was cold.
and alone.
everyone was leaving i think.
but there were no seats.
i could't STAND anymore :S
i think.
what if i stayed.
uhh. i just got a text from grey.
:S he says, ya see you here.
XP fuck my life.
2 comments:
feel free to ignore my ignorance,
but it just seems,
to me,
from your blogs,
that greymatter cat
seems to be just.
lacking interest these days.
why did he walk right by.
it shouldnt matter that it was their night.
he was your night,
so he shoulda made you, his too.
what did that text mean?
..
he seems to be more full of ignore.
but you still support him,
and you still want him to see you.
i don't know what to say
because i never found a solution to that,
i just,
i left.
i dunno.
sometimes i think that too. :S
oh well. :P
he walked right by. cuz he was leaving to do the sound.
like, messin with buttons :P
he and travis were going.
he just didn't see me.
:S even though i hadn't really moved.
-cough-.
i just dyed my hair though..
like.
i rinsed it and ran to the school.
well..
not ran.
literally.
cuz.
>> you know me.
but i rushed.
:'
anyways
he did see me before him brushing by and not seeing me :P
but he was hurrying.
and talking to travis.
he just didn't see.
XP he's nearsighted.
i don't know if he had his contacts in.
:P i unno.
he apologized.
cuz i told him about it.
he's like "i saw you! we even talked!"
:P
and then i told him more.
and he was all sorry.
cuz. >> he was talking about the first time. :P
text was from before he shut his phone off.
:P
but. apparantly he didn't leave with his cousin.
XP his dad did.
whatever.
man. i was so disappointed.
cuz. :S
i really wanted to see the jazz band.
but i was a little mad.
and upset.
also for him supposedly leaving and not even saying anything.
:PP
XP and apparantly it was AWESOME.
pete did a powerslide.
and headbanging.
XPP and i was sitting there wondering.
"what if i stayed?"
oh well..
maybe i just want to hog the spotlight. :P
cuz on halloween.
it was kinda nice.
more balanced.
we basically sat together the whole time.
we went to mitch's.
like.
pete and raven and maddy too.
:P i'm debating on telling you on msn. or telling you on a blog. or just here.
i dunno.
i'll tell you somehow.
anyways.
we watched movies.
we got a couch to ourselvess.
and in the morning we had waffles. :P
he's not a morning person.
it was nice.
i just remember.
that he loves me.
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