i will be your ferdinand and you my wayward girl.

this weekend. was a 4 day weekend for me.
i was gonna go to over the hill and haf fun.
XP but now. i only get one day.
:S the worst day too.
it like. broke my heart.
cuz i've been waiting so long.
i've planned this forever.
i saved JUST enough money.

made me really sad.
just.
like my world shattered XP

me and my mom had a talk.
and she didn't take it well.
when i said iw atned to leave friday morning.
instead of thursday night.
cuz she wants me to spend more time with my dad.
but there's nothing to do.
and.
i don't like him particularly.
and.
she was smug and bitchy about it.
said crap.
but now. i can go friday morning.
and.
grey is comming too.
kinda makes me happy.
makes it not so horrible.
but my week is still beeped up.
XP
i just.
i was just so excited. and happy.
i was looking forward to it so much.
:(

but grey matter will come keep me company.
it'll be okay.


it'll all be okay.



oh elope with me in private, and we'll set something ablaze
 a trail for the devil to erase.