i want my computer to die.
the only thing i like.
is my blogger.
and talking to a couple people.
even if it's not all the time.
other than that.
i wish it would break.
i have like, this need for it.
and i hate it.
i just. need a life.
i almost started bawling my eyes out the other day.
like. not like normal crying. i was in a normal situation too.
i was sitting on the couch and i was watching "extreme makeover:home edition"
with all the fam.
and like.
you know those pre-cry breaths.
just randomly XP
i did that.
and i thought i was gonna burst into tears.
:S it wasn't even that sappy.
and like. usually the show jus annoys me.
XP
strange.
i'm fragile and weird :S
XP sucks.
:P lol
and i AM borring.
otherwise.
we wouldn't need money or anything to have a good time.
really. with anyone.
you can't jus hang anymore.
or jus sit and talk.
it's dumb.
can i go back to being invisible?
everyone likes to dance to a happy song.
with a catchy chorus and beat, so they can sing along.
the only thing i like.
is my blogger.
and talking to a couple people.
even if it's not all the time.
other than that.
i wish it would break.
i have like, this need for it.
and i hate it.
i just. need a life.
i almost started bawling my eyes out the other day.
like. not like normal crying. i was in a normal situation too.
i was sitting on the couch and i was watching "extreme makeover:home edition"
with all the fam.
and like.
you know those pre-cry breaths.
just randomly XP
i did that.
and i thought i was gonna burst into tears.
:S it wasn't even that sappy.
and like. usually the show jus annoys me.
XP
strange.
i'm fragile and weird :S
XP sucks.
:P lol
and i AM borring.
otherwise.
we wouldn't need money or anything to have a good time.
really. with anyone.
you can't jus hang anymore.
or jus sit and talk.
it's dumb.
can i go back to being invisible?
everyone likes to dance to a happy song.
with a catchy chorus and beat, so they can sing along.
1 comment:
you got sad,
during that show?
caz of that show?
you know,
in socials class,
our first unit was
WWI,
and after that,
something snapped,
and i get so emotional,
because i cant stand it..
that people could kill their brothers and crap.
it hurts.
and,
i liked it kinda,
even though i was sad,
i was only sad,
during summer,
because there werent people..
to distract me,
and school wasnt there,
thats why i got sad because of him.
now,
im sad again
but there are boys,
and im getting happier.
i feel bad about ian
i miss ian,
i want ian.
i miss him.
are you kinda disapointed that he came back?
like..
you just knew he would change my reaction and life again?
i know you can fall inlove more than once.
you've told me many times.
but i dont want to fall inlove again, now, not when im so young,
i just wouldnt feel true to myself.
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